Holy welcome to 2011

Well, I think it's safe to say that life has dramatically changed in the course of almost two years spent in a monogamous relationship. Who can flipping believe it? I can't. I still have to poke myself and question what the fuck I'm doing then realize that life is happening right in front of me. We are in constant motion. I often feel like I'm on a see-saw and I'm trying to keep my balance with the other whilst making compromises whilst trying not to compromise myself. AGH it's insane. There's this wall that's there between families that are EXREMELY different. I'm okay with that. I like who I am and I love who I am with the other and I love that he loves me. That's all that really matters.